I’ve been promoted at my day job.
I was offered the new position almost a week ago. At that time, the message was, “We don’t have the compensation numbers handy but will let you know shortly.”
Like I say, a week ago.
I went to HR at midweek and asked – nicely – if I might know what’s coming my way for stepping up in responsibility. Basically got a get right back to you reply.
Still no word.
As I stewed about my offended dignity over the compensation non-reveal, the Spirit made me aware of a line from the wicked and slothful servant in one of Jesus’ teachings,
I was afraid, and I went and hid your talent in the ground. Here, you have what is yours. (Mattewh 25:25 ESV)
An excuse, an evasion of responsibility, and then a grudging effort.
I am not tolerant of my employer’s excuse (Hey, it’s a busy week), evasion (We’ll get back to you) and, when the reveal takes place, I’ll resent their offer coming from necessity rather than respect.
BUT, very often, our reactions to annoyances and even real injuries inflicted upon us reveal the very ways in which we sin against God.
Where am I making excuses for direct disobedience to God’s Word?
Where am I evading responsibilities entrusted to me by the Lord?
Where am I planning to give pro-forma, grudging efforts instead of offering my self in love to the people and work God sets before me?
That’s what I’m praying about this weekend. A good place to start such prayer is Christ’s Great Commandment,
Hear what our Lord Jesus Christ saith: Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it: Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the Law and the Prophets.
(Jesus’ words used as The Summary of the Law in the Book of Common Prayer.)
I have a feeling I’ve been pleading too busy, get back to ‘ya, and OK, did that thing you asked, burying the treasure that God has placed within me rather than investing it liberally in his service. And I think that is being revealed while I stew about a hidden dollar figure.
Go in peace, friends, and pray for me, a sinner.